I wish I could see me how I see all the past versions of me.

I wish I could constantly send a whisper to myself from future me.

If every time I see me, I wish I was kinder in the moment.

I wish I knew then that I was trying my best,

That the answer wasn’t trying to do more, to be more, or to prove more.

That maybe all I needed was rest.

Not the rest where you scroll but overthink and overwhelm even more,

but the rest that feels quiet and uncomfortable.

Being used to doing doing doing , has never filled my cup

It has only left me empty with out a single drop.

And not doing feels wrong, but giving with no stop no longer feels right.

So I am finding me again, till I find something that works,

until I find the peace in my heart, the peace my heart deserves.

Universe, until then put positive thoughts in my head, kind words in my mouth.

Remind me that life is supposed to feel good, that thats what its’ all about.

❤️‍🩹