I didn’t know how to approach this topic for a long time but last week’s episode really helped me realize what I suspected all along.
Things in my life got good when I really focused on creating my reality,
I was manifesting things left and right
and I think when things started really happening for me and I experiences more happiness more abundance and more good things than ever before, I self-sabotaged.
I think my subconscious was not used to things working out so well for me or too well so I unconsciously started creating conflict/ internal conflict and problems for myself.
No one says “oh I am going to make like purposefully harder on myself.”
BUT the idea of “ the other shoe is going to drop,” is so ingrained in our minds.
I think I entered a new comfort zone and stopped manifesting.
In my head developed a belief that if I am manifesting = I am not grateful for my life right now.
Which is not the truth.
both things can co-exist.
